sccc library

So hi. hi hi hi.

First post. wow. I should really consider using this thing more since I have so much to say but no one to say it to. Not that it matters because everything I say tends to end up being nonsense or nothing that matters. And then I end up saying something that matters and the no one listens. Well. That sucks.

Anyways. I’m in the *drumroll…* one and only state of the SCCC library. and it’s nice and warm and…quiet. i dislike quiet. it’s mundane. drab. stagnant. retired. like a ticking bomb. only instead of  ticking, you hear people typing    on the keyboards. hm why am i here? class is cancelled. i hate it when class is cancelled and i have nowhere to go. usually i would head to lizzy’s. but lizzy’s is taking her GED. so it’s not like i’m going to go hang with her mom for an hour. so here i am. typing my life away. how awkward. i’m like the only one here thats “typing away” . the girl next to me is looking at some myspace pictures and the girl in front of me is scrolling with her mouse wheel-thingymabobber.

 god i wish i had headphones. then i could go watch exploration of the human body. YES! with shiwon and donghae and ki bum and kangin and uhm..shiwon *droool* not only is it the best show, it’s the funniest. go go go watch. here. i’lle ven give you the link to the first episode first part ENGLISH SUBBED  (for you non-lorean folk, aka me). now don’t even bother reading the rest of this. GO WATCH.

                                             

well the waltz was this weekend. boy i sure miss that thing with it’s classiness (excluding that single girl every year that chooses to wear a freaking mini dress. its a waltz. NOT winter ball at ghs) but sadly, i couldn’t/wouldn’t go. it’s just the matter of having to see everyone again and repeating that whole cycle where it’s like “oh call me and we’ll hang out sometime” or “omgossshhxxzzxzzx i missed you so much *hug* okay bye!” or just seeing everyone knowing that it’s just in that moment that you see them and then you have to go. it’s sad. and although i should all be like “be happy for the moment you had” or whatever. it sucks to have to deal with the aftermath. so. “i’ll go to the next one”

anyways. there’s twenty minutes left of “class”. can i just go like..take the G.E.D for fun? cuz then i’d actually have something to do. oh did i mention how the teacher not being here today totally screw up my whole schedule? cuz i didn’t go to class yesterday and i was hoping to get my outline for my essays reviewed cuz i have that essay exam tomorrow and if my outline is unaccepted then i’m seriously gunna die and i worked on that thing for like 2 hours which was two hours i could have used for something else such as…watching jeff dunham and his amazing puppets. laughter > stress. i could have added an extra hour to my life by laughing for two then stressing away. UGH.