youtube flood.

it’s been a while since I’ve posted something youtubey on here. so let’s go!

first is of course is suju’s new MV for “It’s You” off their [new?] repackaged album. My mate already posted it but I think she posted the leaked version, but I’m not so sure. 

SUPER JUNIOR — IT’S YOU.

Yes, Ki Bum is back. But with what? A few smiley/teary face shots? C`’MON. We need some love here and his lovely voice (albeit there is no rapping parts in that song, but ohwell). And yes I drooled during Choi Siwon. That jacket he’s wearing is a sexy piece of fabric. And Kyu~!  The song is way better than Sorry Sorry (though I still like Monster) and it’s been on repeat for…2 days and is about to invade my Top 25 list. The chest thump thumping (yes, I know it’s call ‘popping’ but y’know. it’s cuter to say thump thumping [: ) ! ! ! WOOT WOOT. xD 

2NE1 -- FIRE. [2 versions: Street & Space]

Of course since I’m such a Big Bang, who wouldn’t be eager to see what the so-named “female counterpart of Big Bang” had to offer. And as addicting Lollipop was, it was way to bubblegum tastelike. WG and SNSD could do that genre better. I must admit, that although their new song is great, I am skeptical of what they have to offer. Their voices are synthesized so much and their dance moves haven’t quite been developed. Minji really amazed me for being 14 (I think?) though. She’s got spunk, that one. I think it’s different because it went the reggae way and had a different beat. Definitely something G-Dragon would do (considering he played a huge part in making the song). Lots of people said they liked Space vers. better but I liked Street. I don’t know. Just my preference. But yes, a good song that has also certainly racked up plays on iTunes.

LEARN KOREAN W/ YUNHO

Ah.hahahahah. I only found this after searching for how ot say “you are cute” in korean. Well I know now, kinda. But I don’t know how the whole spelling thing goes. But this is just SO FUNNY. It will go well with my plan to buy some chocolate milk and show off to Comm. guy that I can say “yummy milk” in Korean. Mwahahaha. Only too bad he thinks im so high-matinence bitch after I asked Yoon to toss away my milk for me. *sigh. I can never keep my mouth shut.

 

on the other hand. —-

 

grey’s anatomy teasers for season finale 

just 2 teasers that (1) made me angry and (2) made me laugh. I’m sure you know which one is which.

MAN ALEX YELLING AT IZZY? GR. But I understand it’s all because he loves and her and whatnot. It’s so bittersweet the way Alex has grown up. But once in a while, we are able to glimpse the old Alex and see how his personality is affected by the way he was raised. But Izzie and Alex. I love them to death. I do. The scene of when Alex lifted Izzie in her prom dress still makes me cry. But Mark and Lexie (Mexie?) are just. so sweet. 

I’m so effing excited for the SEASON FINALE tomorrow. I mean, SEASON FINALE AHH  OMG WHAT AM I GOING TO DO ON THURSDAY NIGHTS NOW. GAWDDD.

I might as well start burning Season 4 discs and watching re-runs. ):

WONG FU PRODUCTIONS — WHEN FIVE FELL.

I love Wong Fu because they do videos that are relate-able, visually stimulating, and just artistic. The trailer proves everything about them. The music always plays a huge part of their videos. I’m excited to watch this new one considering I never saw their full-feature film. I’m anxious for the day that Wong Fu can break it into the mainstream because they really do rock. They went to Cannes after all!

 

 

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I must go home now so I will attempt to post a new one tomorrow if not tonight. There’s been a bit on my mind regarding my love and what my future holds. Maybe I’ll write poetry? It’s been a while since I’ve written something. I’m being coaxed to write once again by a close friend. I’m inspired by his spoken word writings too. GO RYAN! But anyways. Laters dude.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ihttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l3dWEVQpLnc

stuffed to the brim.

im dyinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng.

i’m so sick. my nose is dying. and today i had the pleeeeeasure of sitting next to my cute crush-but-not-a-crush-but-still-he-makes-me-blush (HAPPILY TAKEN YO!) in communications class and i’m wheezing and sniffling and whatnot. god, i’m so embarassed. and in class, we had to pull out our books and i didn’t bring mine so he offered me his book and i’m like freaking out in my head but i said “it’s okay” because i was already sharing with Kenchin next to me. but i was really dying swooning while sniffling and rubbing my nose raw. how nice of him. and whenever he laughs, he laughs through his nose and makes that wheezing sound that is very similiar to sound of a air compressor or a bike pump. y’know that air squezzing sound? yea that’s how how quiet laugh sounds like. super kawaii.

and i swear the anatomy lab room is worst and make me more stuffed up. it must be all the dead bones (and fetal skulls in tubware which makes me think of eating lunch). 

gosh, shawn. thanks so much for making me sick. (: but i hope you’re having a fabulous time on the runway or enjoying the show or whatnot. i miss you much (and thinking of ways to plot your death for giving me this horrible cold) and i’ll see you soo.

 

i’m currently down in portland. it’s a bit past midnight. the baby shower is tomorrow today. we’re having a BBQ and whatnot because it’s going to be 68 degrees! and 75 on sunday! but i’m sick so i’m not allowed to hold any babies (DAMMIT!) ]= but we’re going shopping tomorrow (sunday) and whatnot so i’m pretty syked for this weekend. it’s going to be crowded and fun and now my benadyl is kicking in so im going to sleep.

 

CIAO.

headliners and updates.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/30048425/?GT1=43001

So apparently, on April 1^st, NYU sent out some 489 email acceptance letters that were actually meant to be rejection letters. I mean, that must suck right? Especially since a student is so busy freaking out thinking about whether they got into that school or not.

I mean, it wouldn’t matter as much is that school was like…some community college (do they even send out acceptance emails? CCs I mean?) but it’s like, “HEY. YOU GOT IN” and then the person is all like “HOLY EFF I GOT INTO NYU *CALLS UP EVERYONE THEY KNOW*” only to find out an hour later that “SORRY. MY BAD. WE ACTUALLY DON’T WANT YOU.”

Jeezus, that sucks. I know I’d be crying or something if that happened to me and if NYU was my first choice or something.

Anyways, so I’m finding out that a lot of people didn’t get into UW or they got put on the waiting list and this is really sucking because it’s making me horrendously worried for my own selfish reasons related to someone directly close to me. And I always thought that one of my friends would definitely get in because he is a RS student and getting college transfer credits as well and I mean, that means he’s better than some high school students lacking that 4.0 (or 3.5) right? But he didn’t. And now I don’t know what he’s doing. ><”

On the other hand, there is something on the news I must rant about.

http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/localnews/2008986370_websixdead04m.html

A man kills his 5 children and then commits suicide. What I didn’t see in the article (but heard on NPR this morning) was that the father found his wife with another man the earlier evening, and when she said she was leaving him, he went berserk and killed his children. Basically.

At first when I heard the news, my family and I thought it was related to the economic downturn. After all, there have recently been numerous national events related to the economy (note the one in NY, the kidnapping of the man with his daughter) and people losing their jobs can alter a person’s state of mind. We thought the father had been laid off and killed his family because of worriment or shame or something along the lines of that. But apparently not. But what DOESN’T make sense is that he killed his kids for something his wife did? He caught his wife with another man, so why kill the kids? Shouldn’t killing the wife (and maybe the other man) make more sense? It fits the whole killing in a passion of rage logic. I’m not saying that I condone any type of killing at all. Seriously, no. But those kids didn’t DO anything. They were ages 7 to 16. One boy, 4 girls. It’s just ridiculous. Even though the man ended up commit suicide, it doesn’t make up for the fact that 5 lives were lost for no reason at all. There was no justice done.

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School starts again on Monday! Woot woot. Not! I want it to start on Tuesday or Wednesday actually. Not because I don’t like school or nothing. Well, we all don’t like school to some degree but I’m one of those nerds that do like learning so be quiet. It’s actually because of this freakiiiiiiiiiiing weather. I mean, the news was even like “if you can find a reason to not stay inside, take it” and I’m thinking, “can we go outside for syllabus reading?” and I would totally skip if not for the fact that if you miss the first day and there are people on the waiting list, then you are dropped. At least I don’t have yoga and I’ll be spending the morning relaxing underneath bed covers. Woohoo.

I cleaned the yard today, and we’re going to cut the grass. It feels like spring. But it’s not going to last because it’s going to rain like…on Wednesday.  I’m also just resting on the hammock and read a chapter from Little Women. I find comfort in quiet nowadays, I don’t know why. Just me and the sun and quietness. I think I’ve adapted to my loner lifestyle. Haha.

Oh and apparently, my sister’s baby is kicking like crazy and starting to turn (she’s due in like, 2 months) and that my sister’s belly is starting to sag and be all pregnant. Cool. I’m so excited for the baby shower in 2 weeks and my brother’s coming home in less than 2 months! And yes life is doing good. Everything’s fine and dandy. The sun has helped business at the store and I’m eating a nectarine.

I always seem to be sleeping and eating but I never seem to game weight. Oddly enough, I’m fine with that. C cups will have to wait until I get pregnant. xD

 babies

whew, i’m pooped.

wow, i haven’t had a day like today since…well, since i can actually remember. i woke up hecka late so i didn’t really care to dress today. i was sooo effing tired in the car that i didn’t even plug in to the iPod for music on the ride to the store. instead, i just sat there and dozed off and almost hit my head on the dashboard because i fell forward. i ended up just laying my head on the counter at the store as i browsed morning news on my laptop because the newspaper took to much work. i forgot my breakfast at the store in a hurry to get to the bus and didn’t put in my contacts. i was constantly being pushed towards the back of the bus, standing, by a dude with a huge backpack that did not take notice to the fact that it invades people’s face space. literally.

i fell asleep in class. really. fell. asleep. and the most embarassing part is that the funniest most awesome teacher ever,  does not tolerate sleeping in his class (amongst talking in it and other things) so of course, i was woken up by him patting my shoulder. and of course, the whole class was staring. and then he made a lecture! maybe around 45 seconds about how if i should walk around a bit or something to wake myself up and stuff. i mean, i literally melted. i ended up leaving class to go get a coffee (double shot) and coming back.

i ended up going to his office later to apologize just because i felt so bad. i mean, it is disrespectful and inconsiderate and just plain rude. i almost started tearing up ><” and he was all nice about it too and “if i had any questions about the class, please feel free to ask him” and stuff. *sigh. god, i feel like a bad student.

and then in math, stupid gabe wasn’t there so i had to listen and attempt to see what was in the board for notes (because i’m a blind bat w/o my contacts). but happily, i am understanding this integrals for volumes and stuff. but sadly, it’s not going to be on the midterm this friday.

oh, and i failed to mention that i would wear glasses instead of my contacts when i forget to put them in. but i broke my glasses. okay, not broke. more like the screw came off so it has one….uh..that part that you ahng on the ear? y’know how glasses have two (for two ears..). yea so that part came off and luckily i realized it and didn’t lose the screw. so i’m getting that fixed a.s.a.p

anyways. and for some reason. i had the worst time breathing today. during that class which i fell asleep in, literally i had to focus and take deep breaths. and for the first time in a while, i was so gosh darn thirsty without doing really anything that i drank all my vitamin water in a single gulp. and i didn’t have breakfast so my stomach went crazy in the afternoon.

well, in english i just wanted to fall asleep and i was so quiet that Q asked me if i was okay. i mean, yea. im fine besides the fact that i just wanna crawl into bed and doze off. and drink a gallon of water. yep. at least there’s technically no class tomorrow and friday for english considering that he’s not taking attendence…

lunch was the only part that was really nice today. it was quiet but i was happy. i just wish there was more time… and i felt slightly guilty in the end anyways because i think i took too much time. *sigh.

martial arts was okay. i had good time but it was quiet. we just did kicking and blocking with partners. i suck at sparring. but i love the shadowing part where you follow the person around and anticipate where they’re going to go. it went by fast.

then i ended up going to copy some stuff for dad and going out for pho and then the store.

 

…can i go back to lunchtime again? /= <3

peanut butter and jelly sandwiches…

…are hella bomb.

 

okay so i just got done making a hole in my jeans. i really hated to because those jeans were probably the nicest jeans i own. not to mention oober expensive cuz my sister got them from Express (on sale of course ^^) but that bleach stain was annoying the hell out of me. and i don’t think the hole itself turned out badly, but it just looks WEIRD on the jeans. uggggh. this sucks.

oh well.

so i was on the bus to the store today and i sat on those three seats near the middle that face the aisle, not the front. and the middle door on my left opens and these two japanese girls walk on and this girl on the bus is like “WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA” in that cutesy girly japanese accented way. y’know what im talking about? *sigh. if only i could record what it sounded like. anyways. it was freaking hilarious cuz they were SOO loud and me and the girl sitting next to me just stared and then burst out laughing. like the “oh my god did that just happen?” kind of laughing. it was sooo weird. 

OH. And then this man sat next to me and he smelled sooooooooooo bad. SO bad that the girl next to him actually GOT up and moved down the bus to sit. OMG. =(

i watched a whole bunch of Trish music videos and performances on YouTube today. Trish is a Vietnamese pop singer that likes to lipsync but her music is quite catchy and she stands out so much from all the other Vietnamese artists because of her individual style and they way she actually writes her own music and how young she is. Oh dude, her makeup is SOOOO eclectic and her outfits are craaaaaaaazy. She’s not afraid to be different. It makes me think of those Harajuku girls. Seriously. Here look for yourself: 

She’s quite pretty though. Though quite short as well.

 

My wrist hella hurts. I don’t know why. I think I sprained it cuz of badminton? Which we’re starting doubles teams soon and I wanna pair up with Bao cuz we get along quite well on the field. We can be Team HaoBao. Unoriginal much? x) But yea, quite excited.

I don’t have much to say. Maybe tomorrow or something but don’t place your bets on it. My life is very monotonous, even if Suki says it’s not. I’m quite a boring person. Maybe something will strike me as fascinating or make me angry.

Anyways.

I’m tired.

I’m going to sleep.

 

*temple pulsates rapidly*

twenty-four hours and 7 pills later. i’m still in pain. for some reason, i  feel like i’m worst. my headache has subsided just a little, but to make up for it, my throat feels like you took sandpaper and scraped the living crap outta it. and shoved a sponge ball down. yep. pretty much feels like that. yesterday, i took a total of seven pills, 3 kinds. generic brand tylenol (made of acetaminophen, caffeine, and codeine), excedrin extra strength, and general brand tylenol PM (made of acetaminophen and diphenhydramine) basically, i’m drugged out. i feel like a zombie and my head is so heavy it feels like it’s going to roll off if i tilt it to the left or the right. amazing stuff medicine can do for you. anyways.

yesterday was an okay day. we’re doing the worst crap in math : word problems. i hate word problems. with math, it’s suppose to be straight to the point using formulas and solving stuff. not “if john had a baseball, and the rate he threw it was blah blah blah….find blah blah blah relative to blah in terms of blah”. blah. and in history i drew another comic out of boredom. i will upload it later. and in humanities, i listened to presentations. woohoo. maybe it’s the pills or something, but the time goes soo slowly now. agggggh.

 anyways. i need to go do my homework now because i didn’t do it last night because i was on the verge of having imprints of the keyboard on my forehead if you get my point. now sweet dreams~